been awhile

Bad, bad, very bad!  That's what I have been.  The whole blogging, watching portions, eating healthy and desperately trying to cave time out to exercise took it's toll.  I crashed and burned.  Rylee's dance team is super busy this week and although it sounds like an excuse, it doesn't float.  Not even with me.  I could have done something last night when I had time off.  I cleaned the kitchen floor on my hands and knees and then did laundry.  It doesn't exactly help that my sis-in-law found a dr to give her pills and she has dropped 20 lbs in the same time frame.  So here I sit, disheartened, drinking my water. 

I haven't lost any weight.  I have trouble controling my eating.  I love food--white food especially!  Bread, pasta, rice, etc.  I am a mood eater as well.  You would think that if I knew these things that I would be farther ahead, but I'm not.

I have been thru countless drive thru's with the kids and not ordered anything!  I am drinking tons of water!  I will continue to plug away at this elusive goal. 

Have a good day!