wrote this Jan 26th

has been a long time since I had a chance to blog. I know I should do it more often. It does help keep me accountable. The entire month of December was almost a complete loss to me. I lost a pound or two but mainly held my own. Which they tell me is wonderful since I didn’t gain.

January, thankfully, has been a little more kind. I have been able to get back on track, even with all the dance weekends! I am down a total of 33 lbs now. I have bought new jeans, new shirts and have noticed that even my necklaces fit differently!

I have been incredibly stressed this week as I have been repeatedly told by other dance moms that Rylee’s coach is picking on her. I have handled it pretty well up until today. The girls are supposed to leave for State tomorrow morning and Rylee discovered that she has lost her hairnets. I spent my lunch hour today running from store to store only finding brown. I finally gave up and headed for the register at the 4^th store and, damn, that Valentine’s Day candy just had to call to me. Some of it is fat free. Ok, that doesn’t really make it better but I sure want it to. Tonight I am going to have to ask the coach point blank if Rylee will take the floor or not. I do hate confrontations.