This is all about learning

So I am learning all about my insides.  Sadly, I am learning the hard way.  Before all the surgeries, I would get all crampy and icky feeling and then I would have diarrhea for a few hours. Now, I seem to do good for days and without warning, it will hit.  I don't know if it was the chicken wild rice soup or the fact that I introduced coffee back into my diet that set me off this time around.   Here's the hard part:  I literally do not know what is coming.  I know that you don't know what I am talking about and I will try not to get too graphic on you while I explain.  I have had a rumbly tummy all day.  No pain, no cramps, just a rumbly, grumbly tummy.  I am thinking gas.  I let out a toot when I was alone.  You guessed it. At 47 years old, I crapped my pants.  Total liquid and with no warning.  I was mortified!  I had to throw my underwear out.  And then later it almost happened again only, thankfully, this time I was ready even though it still felt like I needed to pass gas.  The moral of this story is that I can never fart unless I am on the toilet.  I will have to learn what sets things off and remember that a rumbly tummy is a warning of things to come. 
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Other than that, since my weekend in WI, I have been going to bed between 8 and 8:30 every night.  I sleep so hard that I don't hear my husband come home or come to bed.  It's just crazy how tired I am.  And on that note, I am going to let the dog out one more time and head for bed.  Love and Hugs Everyone!!