July 11

I should really title these better.  Maybe then you would be drawn in by my wit!   LOL!

Today is Monday.  I went to work the fair last night but my section of the beer garden got rained out and we got sent home.  BOO!  Tomorrow night I will be back for Uncle Kracker and hopefully high and dry!

I had a late lunch with my oldest yesterday and thought that would be perfect to get me thru.  However, I had a salad and it did not get me thru.  I ended up eating the better part of a frozen pizza last night between 8 and 9!  NOT GOOD!  Today, bound and determined to get ahead at this, I made a pact with myself to bring more lunches to work.  And I did.  Then the girls I work with decided to eat out.  I declined and was told that if we all didn't do it then no one would.  ARGH!  So I told them "healthy please" and they picked Extreme Pita.  I went to their website and found a pita with low calories and had them leave off the bacon.  Even lower.  My lunch had a whopping 4 grams of fat and the calories were in the low 300's!  My breakfast was a protien bar and if I load up on veggies for supper then I have done it!!  

I will exercise tonight also.  I'm thinking I will do both a short zumba and the evil Bob from Biggest Loser wii.  My friend, Kate has been doing very well and I am finding myself to be a tad bit jealous of her.  In a good way, of course.  I am very proud of her and I know how hard this is.  She is doing Weight Watchers.  I am just on my own trying to make smart decisions.  I may have to get help if I can't seem to make headway. 

According to my schedule I am due for a photo on my photo page at the end of this week.  I have lost only 2 lbs and am not looking forward to it at all!  Hate pictures!  I just really don't see myself that way.  It is very depressing to look in the mirror and see that every day much less have it printed or out there for everyone!.  My kids call me cute.  I feel cute!  and funny and a whole bunch of other stuff!   But then I see myself and it fades and I am back to being a giant blob.  Depressing! 

OK, so much for todays rant!  I'll talk to ya all tomorrow!