So far so good. I had a hard boiled egg for breakfast a Monster Java ( a vice that I will have to wean from) and a crunchy granola bar a few hours later. For lunch I decided to try to be healthy and I shopped the nutrition info of some local sub places. I ordered a sub, not my usual but a healthier one and then, before I started eating I wrapped up half for tomorrow's lunch. I don't think I have ever done that before. Felt kinda good.
Thinking seriously about doing a tank top and shorts photo every month or so but I'm scared that I won't see any progress. Lame, I know. Fear is a huge factor. I realize that in order to be successful at this I will have to do things that I have never done or may be uncomfortable with. I'll toy with this idea for the rest of today.
For those of you that don't know me well enough I will tip yuou off on a litte fact: I am an emotional eater. Stress makes me insatiably hungry. I am focusing on that problem so that I can control it. For example today I am totally frustrated at work (love my job, please don't read anything in that) and it has been a steady downpour for hours. Normally I would have eaten that whole sandwich and probably had to look for more food later. I am really trying to be conscious of what I put in me.
On to a happier note, I spent last weekend with my family and Jim's family. It was wonderful. Hopefully we will be able to do it again this weekend. At least a day. The weather was gorgeous and the company even better. Last night my youngest's dance team had a fundraiser at Pizza Ranch. My oldest came along with her boyfriend and it was nice. I love spending time with them. Only thing that could have made it better would have been if Jim could have made it.
Enough for now--gotta get back to work.
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